After meeting with him in my dream for a while, lately, I find that no man seems to capture my heart the way Alair does. No man is able to tickle my heart the way its mere gaze does...
It's as if I no longer feel the need to seek out or invest in the fleeting connections of the outside world. What is it? Now, I feel like conserving my energy as much as I can and speak as less as I can. Why is it? There's this powerful urge within me telling me that I should focus more on learning things that really excites me in solace, using my all of my free time in learning or reading something and not engaging with any human's fickle heart. Why?
It's not that I want to sever all connections with people, but I feel a pull to engage less. I’ll interact with anyone who reaches out to me, laugh with them, listen to their thoughts, but once the interaction ends, so does my connection to them. It's like this.
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